Express myself

I love the song that i post... 《放下自己》

Yesterday, Emily sang it in CG time. Finally... My eyes like water pipe, all the tears come down. HahaXD I cried again. I'm STRESSED by the stupid Trial and SPM. And also my family. I think is everything stressed me in my surrounding. You know a SUPER BIG BIG BIG ROCK on your back.

I'm touched by this lyrics >>>  我还有什么不满意
What I am not satisfied???
I'm not satisfied by this this this and that...
I'm not satisfied because I've to live in this environment.
I'm angry
I'm sad
I'm crying
I'm letting out my emotion!!!!!
I hate this! I hate that! Why this and why that??? why why why why why????
Haiz..... I wanna shout shout shout and shout????
Y y y y y y y y y y y y Y Yyyyyyy y y y y y y y y y y y y?
But GOD ask me what are u not satisfied of???
I can't even answer it. I don't know what is the answer. I cant think anything or do anything.
For real... I'm really unsatisfied of my life when i think about it.
I hate people ask me: "Hey girl!!! What are you going to do after SPM???"
or my mom!!! " How are you going college???" How how how how how??? How do I know How??? No results no money??? How? I also don't know!!!
NOW!!! I'm satisfied after letting out my expression.
Thank you GOD. I rely on Him. Never let me disappointed. I'm a tough girl! I AM TOUGH. Arghhhhh.... HahaXD
OK la... Nothing to say... Hope Emily mama can come n find me ASAP. I got so many things to say. Because i don't know how to express my feelings to my friends and family.

I LOVE YOU... muacks